Wednesday, July 8, 2009

WTF MATE aka i'm a fucking blond ass scatterbrained motherfucker

I have too much shit I want to do and not a goddamn one of them is getting done.

I want to work on ICoS stuff, including Boyd/Sin story lines and Emilio story lines. I want to start on my new unrelated to Sin/Boyd ICoS miniseries (more like an arc of stories I have ideas about rather than a multi chapter connected plotline like ICoS). I'm currently semi obsessed with Adam and Gordon and all of the ways they can annoy the shit out of each other but I'm too hung up on Emilio and Zachary and their issues to start writing anything new. Wtf.

On top of that, I can't decide if I want to edit chapters of Evenfall in between writing 3.18 like I should be doing or continue to write random Emilio interludes like I've been doing instead. It's like the man has fucking possessed my brain. I start to open Chapter 5 of Evenfall but then cringe at how awkwardly it's written and start writing about tacos and failed missions and mad Emilio drama.

Ok. Whining done.

But for real, my brain is on fucking creative ICoS overdrive (and completely shoving my plan to start on my separate original novel to the side) and I can't seem to get anything done because I'm too scatter brained and RL people keep getting in the way.

BTW, women are fucking trouble. I'm going to swear them all off and go all the way gay. Maybe I'll pick up some way hot dude at the gym like Brian always did in Queer as Folk.

It could happen.


PEACE.

Sonny

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